lost and not found

i said ouch but the pain didn't stop.
i took meds but the up was not a comfort.

up and down

it was never easy

pulled down by shit and waste

the past will fuck you up, people

kick your own ass

so you stand straight again

stand fucked up again

i say i don't care and i'm half serious

i live life the way i need to for now

it's all just nonsense

nothing ever makes sense

it sucks you lost your sense.