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Aug. 19, 2019 - 6:12 p.m.
I create my own destiny

Aug. 12, 2019 - 12:27 a.m.
What is it really you're crying about?

Aug. 03, 2019 - 6:33 a.m.
Hi, new life

Aug. 03, 2019 - 5:45 a.m.
Please help me

Jul. 29, 2019 - 10:57 p.m.
Blank slate is my power

Jul. 29, 2019 - 3:20 p.m.
Decisions

Jul. 18, 2019 - 4:22 p.m.
Trapped

Jul. 14, 2019 - 10:01 p.m.
Plan B

Jun. 20, 2019 - 12:31 a.m.
But that dismissive-attachment style of yours

Jun. 06, 2019 - 6:34 a.m.
Heart slightly broken

Jun. 06, 2019 - 12:41 a.m.
This is who you are

May. 31, 2019 - 7:04 p.m.
Arms length distance

May. 24, 2019 - 6:38 p.m.
I will always be OK

May. 11, 2019 - 2:39 a.m.
Who thinks of their own death

May. 03, 2019 - 8:01 p.m.
You're not the enemy

May. 02, 2019 - 9:48 p.m.
I'm still here

Apr. 26, 2019 - 3:55 p.m.
Partner in Crime

Apr. 20, 2019 - 2:25 p.m.
Put your cards on the table

Apr. 01, 2019 - 3:59 p.m.
Looking towards the future

Mar. 14, 2019 - 9:09 p.m.
Broken castles in the sky look pretty from down here

Feb. 27, 2019 - 1:34 p.m.
Smile till you can't

Feb. 20, 2019 - 3:47 p.m.
Midwest winters are slowly killing me

Feb. 20, 2019 - 5:06 a.m.
Longing for something more

Feb. 07, 2019 - 5:27 a.m.
What do you choose?

Jan. 30, 2019 - 9:15 p.m.
New era

Jan. 24, 2019 - 9:44 p.m.
Feed me that 90's masculinity like candy

Jan. 23, 2019 - 10:48 p.m.
Alcohol-infused memories

Jan. 19, 2019 - 9:06 p.m.
Stay golden

Jan. 17, 2019 - 10:49 p.m.
Reparations

Jan. 16, 2019 - 6:49 p.m.
Be still my heart

Dec. 07, 2018 - 7:58 p.m.
Show me your truth even if it hurts

Aug. 28, 2018 - 10:00 a.m.
Grieving you

aug 27, 2018 - 1:03 p.m.
"Keep making the world a beautiful place. I love you all. I'm out."

jul 20, 2018 - 9:27 a.m
I don't want the world, I just want you

Feb. 09, 2018 - 9:14 p.m.
Today 10 years ago was a terrible day

feb 02, 2018 - 11:23 a.m.
That empty abyss

jan 24, 2018 - 10:51 a.m.
cut.the.cord

jan 09, 2018 - 11:58 a.m.
time to pull yourself off the ground

sept 08, 2017 - 11:58 a.m.
No no no no no no no no

apr. 28, 2017 - 11:21 p.m.
-

apr. 17, 2017 - 3:48 a.m.
Current

dec 17, 2016 - 4:37 p.m.
what's your medicine?

dec 03, 2016 - 12:35 a.m.
not your average girl

nov 16, 2016 - 9:44 p.m.
Same story, different date

Nov. 03, 2016 - 1:29 a.m.
Hi, silly one

jun 18, 2016 - 7:36 a.m.
choice

apr 16, 2016 - 3:12 a.m.
funny

Nov. 27, 2015 - 7:14 p.m.
belated thanksgiving reflection

Sept. 22, 2015 - 8:50 p.m.
writing a letter with no return address

jun 11, 2015 - 9:19 p.m.
consume me, consume me

apr 23, 2015 - 7:02 p.m.
last one standing

mar 08, 2015 - 10:45 a.m.
i need to know

nov 30, 2014 - 8:29 p.m.
goodbye, mom

may 22, 2014 - 9:14 a.m.
every experience is a potential lesson

mar 12, 2014 - 12:23 p.m.
it's not running away, it's learning to live again

oct 01, 2013 - 9:29 a.m.
groggy but waking

jul 02, 2013 - 11:37 a.m.
not closed, not constrained.

apr 14, 2013 - 6:56 a.m.
bring the storm

apr 14, 2013 - 6:45 a.m.
oh, chuck

apr 13, 2013 - 9:59 p.m.
chasing an authetic life

apr 13, 2013 - 9:49 p.m.
transcription analysis of my life

apr 11, 2013 - 7:39 p.m.
karmatic justice

mar 19, 2013 - 12:59 p.m.
chasing trains

jan 22, 2013 - 8:01 p.m.
there are no happily ever afters, my love

jan 09, 2013 - 2:58 p.m.
a happy death

dec 26, 2012 - 5:06 p.m.
apologies, forgiveness

dec 16, 2012 - 2:30 p.m.
the girl who thought she was a cyborg

nov 26, 2012 - 3:02 p.m.
boundaries

nov 14, 2012 - 4:39 p.m.
what would yalom do?

nov 06, 2012 - 12:36 p.m.
1 year later

aug 21, 2012 - 6:06 p.m.
staring at what would never be

jun 15, 2012 - 4:26 p.m.
i drink poison and i eat glass

may 29, 2012 - 10:52 p.m.
closing doors

may 24, 2012 - 6:13 p.m.
this too shall pass

may 22, 2012 - 11:06 p.m.
retribution

may 10, 2012 - 6:32 p.m.
waiting for orgasms

may 02, 2012 - 6:49 p.m.
a sunset never looked so beautiful

apr 24, 2012 - 3:06 p.m.
dream catcher

mar 27, 2012 - 8:26 p.m.
oddly estatic i'm seeing the light

mar 07, 2012 - 9:33 a.m.
standing up again

feb 22, 2012 - 8:36 a.m.
...from you

feb 06, 2012 - 11:10 p.m.
karma police

jan 18, 2012 - 11:47 a.m.
ouch, i've hurt myself again

jan 12, 2012 - 9:17 p.m.
and you don't care

jan 06, 2012 - 7:13 a.m.
anxiety and anger

jan 04, 2012 - 6:53 a.m.
my intuition always knew

dec 21, 2011 - 6:40 p.m.
nina

dec 13, 2011 - 8:52 a.m.
good sleep is a godsend

nov 26, 2011 - 3:19 p.m.
alone

nov 14, 2011 - 5:18 p.m.
it wasn't just a person who died that day

nov 03, 2011 - 2:17 p.m.
self made, self created

nov 01, 2011 - 2:16 p.m.
i will miss you coco

oct 25, 2011 - 7:26 p.m.
a melancholy day, a horrible display

sept 14, 2011 - 10:11 a.m.
"always remember that this is only a small part of the puzzle. there's so much more you can't even imagine."

aug 25, 2011 - 5:56 a.m.
euros and other currency

jun 24, 2011 - 11:48 p.m.
you are nothing more than the reactions of others. but no, you're so much more.

jun 23, 2011 - 9:20 p.m.
a phone call never rattled me so heavily

jun 17, 2011 - 3:35 p.m.
explosion in the sky brings a tear to my eye

jan 13, 2011 - 1:16 p.m.
even though you try and try

dec 29, 2010 - 9:54 p.m.
no easy feat

oct 18, 2010 - 10:10 a.m.
impermanence

aug 24, 2010 - 10:52 a.m.
about life and love

may 04, 2010 - 6:57 a.m.
travelling

apr 12, 2010 - 9:14 p.m.
i am never comfortable with being comfortable

dec 03, 2009 - 10:01 a.m.
safeway wasn't so safe

dec 03, 2009 - 9:54 a.m.
there's a point to all of this

oct 15, 2009 - 8:31 p.m.
do you want to hear that it didn't hurt me?

oct 12, 2009 - 8:06 p.m.
aborted hugs

sept 06, 2009 - 6:22 p.m.
2001

aug 25, 2009 - 10:04 a.m.
the observing self

aug 19, 2009 - 9:05 a.m.
yo yo emotions

apr 23, 2009 - 2:07 p.m.
dildo texts

mar 17, 2009 - 8:58 a.m.
i smell lucky stars

feb 27, 2009 - 9:58 a.m.
4.0

feb 24, 2009 - 2:19 p.m.
the waiting game

feb 23, 2009 - 11:05 a.m.
memento

feb 12, 2009 - 1:16 p.m.
dangerous

feb 01, 2009 - 8:25 p.m.
-

jan 22, 2009 - 11:12 a.m.
they call me...

jan 05, 2009 - 10:09 a.m.
running or RUNNING?

dec 19, 2008 - 5:19 p.m.
nuuanu laundry mat

sept 10, 2008 - 10:02 p.m.
live

aug 13, 2008 - 5:56 p.m.
moving forward

aug 06, 2008 - 9:35 p.m.
dead but still in my head

aug 01, 2008 - 6:46 a.m.
tears and dreams

jul 13, 2008 - 11:19 p.m.
today as proof

jul 06, 2008 - 10:00 p.m.
moth to a flame

jun 16, 2008 - 9:23 a.m.
i called and you almost answered

jun 01, 2008 - 9:29 a.m.
stop

may 13, 2008 - 6:56 p.m.
misha

apr 30, 2008 - 11:26 p.m.
slightly neurotic

apr 27, 2008 - 10:26 p.m.
3419684

apr 22, 2008 - 10:42 p.m.
lesson learned

apr 18, 2008 - 8:15 a.m.
go go smear the poison ivy

mar 28, 2008 - 10:17 a.m.
i dreamt you crossed the ocean

feb 13, 2008 - 11:19 p.m.
attempting to get through this

jan 23, 2008 - 8:28 p.m.
2 red lines

jan 16, 2008 - 11:07 p.m.
you will never see me cry again

dec 28, 2007 - 12:22 a.m.
click

dec 26, 2007 - 5:07 p.m.
dirty little mirrors

dec 14, 2007 - 3:56 p.m.
"frigid bitch"

dec 07, 2007 - 12:02 a.m.
sshhhh

aug 28, 2007 - 6:16 p.m.
done

aug 18, 2007 - 9:18 p.m.
re: ira

aug 18, 2007 - 9:01 p.m.
slightly devastated

apr 25, 2007 - 6:40 p.m.
lost and not found

apr 08, 2007 - 4:46 p.m.
5 days and then...

feb 18, 2007 - 7:12 p.m.
addiction

Jan 24, 2007 - 2:53 a.m.
on and moving

dec 29, 2006 - 6:11 p.m.
vagabond

nov 18, 2006 - 1:40 p.m.
click done

nov 16, 2006 - 10:25 p.m.
just go

nov 11, 2006 - 7:37 p.m.
but greatest risk

nov 06, 2006 - 6:44 p.m.
care-free days

oct 25, 2006 - 7:42 p.m.
your suffering kills me too

sept 29, 2006 - 9:00 p.m.
meh

sept 19, 2006 - 3:50 p.m.
psychology of healing

sept 05, 2006 - 11:30 a.m.
or so it feels at this moment

aug 23, 2006 - 1:10 a.m.
even if..

aug 09, 2006 - 3:40 p.m.
only myself

aug 09, 2006 - 3:38 p.m.
change.

jul 15, 2006 - 1:17 p.m.
hawaiian airlines

jun 30, 2006 - 7:40 p.m.
get by

jun 24, 2006 - 9:58 p.m.
addicted to partying

jun 17, 2006 - 4:33 p.m.
here's to nuthin!

may 21, 2006 - 10:27 a.m.
forgotten

apr 30, 2006 - 10:45 p.m.
continued process

apr 30, 2006 - 9:45 a.m.
this melody makes me see

apr 30, 2006 - 8:46 a.m.
over no/every THING

apr 11, 2006 - 1:01 a.m.
flux

apr 04, 2006 - 11:46 a.m.
absurdity

mar 28, 2006 - 2:59 p.m.
reflection

mar 19, 2006 - 11:01 p.m.
wake up dreamer, it's happening without you

mar 09, 2006 - 4:01 p.m.
power[less]ful

mar 07, 2006 - 12:10 a.m.
but there's more

mar 02, 2006 - 12:48 a.m.
she just handed me the keyboard

feb 07, 2006 - 12:06 a.m.
i can't think

dec 07, 2005 - 11:04 p.m.
a tickling sensation

dec 06, 2005 - 10:55 p.m.
a short description

nov 14, 2005 - 10:25 a.m.
woke up in the morning with those same swollen eyes

nov 13, 2005 - 10:09 p.m.
bittersweet irony

Nov. 10, 2005 - 11:14 a.m.
=)

sept 27, 2005 - 11:50 a.m.
walk with that upside down smile

sept 27, 2005 - 7:58 a.m.
chocolate for breakfast

sept 26, 2005 - 9:36 p.m.
more than one

sept 23, 2005 - 11:17 p.m.
nonsense

sept 23, 2005 - 11:14 p.m.
but you'll do for now

sept 22, 2005 - 11:11 p.m.
you would think otherwise

sept 07, 2005 - 11:20 p.m.
i will indulge, if only for a moment

aug 14, 2005 - 6:18 p.m.
this is something more than me

jul 12, 2005 - 2:25 a.m.
ok

jun 19, 2005 - 9:18 p.m.
and it does

may 25, 2005 - 9:15 a.m.
we all have our moments

may 07, 2005 - 1:25 p.m.
masochist

may 04, 2005 - 2:08 a.m.
me

may 01, 2005 - 1:15 p.m.
a reel in my head

apr 23, 2005 - 6:39 p.m.
i blame the full (fool) moon

apr 19, 2005 - 10:17 p.m.
upsidedown

apr 08, 2005 - 10:30 p.m.
and it makes me so sad, because i've changed too

mar 28, 2005 - 10:04 p.m.
involuntary emotion

mar 15, 2005 - 1:27 a.m.
i'll run away to bed

mar 10, 2005 - 8:30 p.m.
i'm not so high maintenance

mar 03, 2005 - 8:59 p.m.
moving on (written in the past)

mar 03, 2005 - 2:36 a.m.
so much

feb 28, 2005 - 10:55 p.m.
passive

feb 21, 2005 - 8:46 p.m.
i never used to think a lot of things

feb 18, 2005 - 8:23 p.m.
i am stuck in this vessel

feb 07, 2005 - 8:30 p.m.
seperate wisdom from experience

feb 01, 2005 - 8:40 p.m.
an assertation of will over matter

jan 28, 2005 - 9:03 p.m.
"can't find happiness"

jan 26, 2005 - 11:56 a.m.
before i break myself

dec 29, 2004 - 11:19 a.m.
once familiar, once tied, broken, now estranged

dec 19, 2004 - 11:11 a.m.
i wish i could disappear so easily

dec 07, 2004 - 9:54 p.m.
ideology

nov 11, 2004 - 8:29 p.m.
lights out

oct 31, 2004 - 10:52 a.m.
cleaning

oct 30, 2004 - 11:04 a.m.
going with the flow

oct 21, 2004 - 9:48 p.m.
experiencing disassociation

oct 18, 2004 - 11:31 a.m.
it changes everything

oct 13, 2004 - 8:56 a.m.
time to be awakened

oct 11, 2004 - 11:10 a.m.
for the better

oct 02, 2004 - 10:57 p.m.
half a paragraph erased

sept 24, 2004 - 5:41 p.m.
moving further from myself

sept 12, 2004 - 4:23 p.m.
your actions have not gone unnoticed

sept 02, 2004 - 9:15 p.m.
i am a redeemable mistake

aug 20, 2004 - 4:38 p.m.
jumping off a cliff with a smile

aug 16, 2004 - 11:37 a.m.
this is the reason why we do things in the land of the dead and then it comes again like an upstroke heartbeat flailing to survive

aug 14, 2004 - 1:41 p.m.
and where will you be?

aug 09, 2004 - 12:17 a.m.
anything but waiting

jul 24, 2004 - 11:52 a.m.
-

jul 23, 2004 - 1:15 p.m.
sitting on the couch (remembering)

jul 20, 2004 - 11:15 a.m.
confessions

jul 18, 2004 - 8:33 p.m.
they still don't hear

jul 14, 2004 - 12:27 p.m.
myself and i

jul 10, 2004 - 10:10 a.m.
broken hysteria

jul 04, 2004 - 1:21 p.m.
spinning

jul 02, 2004 - 12:37 a.m.
this is nothing to you but everything to me

jun 29, 2004 - 1:08 a.m.
there are surprises everywhere if you stop ignoring them

jun 26, 2004 - 12:18 p.m.
this was all

jun 19, 2004 - 4:56 p.m.
air

jun 14, 2004 - 5:00 a.m.
apathetic

jun 14, 2004 - 4:39 a.m.
you thought it would all come together

jun 13, 2004 - 8:44 a.m.
looking away

jun 11, 2004 - 1:48 p.m.
constant, unsettling

jun 09, 2004 - 10:48 p.m.
somewhere else but here

jun 08, 2004 - 1:29 p.m.
lacking moments of clairty

jun 07, 2004 - 11:40 p.m.
lesson learned

jun 05, 2004 - 8:10 a.m.
a complicated situation

jun 01, 2004 - 10:06 a.m.
lost in a defined reality

may 23, 2004 - 12:20 a.m.
their is subjective

may 15, 2004 - 12:23 a.m.
an ending quote

may 09, 2004 - 12:36 a.m.
feel free to not ask questions

may 05, 2004 - 11:45 a.m.
dreams of the past

apr 28, 2004 - 9:19 p.m.
novacaine makes sense

apr 23, 2004 - 11:37 p.m.
i can never be like everyone else

apr 22, 2004 - 11:22 p.m.
the silence is much too loud

apr 16, 2004 - 9:32 a.m.
change

apr 12, 2004 - 9:25 a.m.
find a distinction

apr 10, 2004 - 8:42 a.m.
taking a different route

apr 01, 2004 - 11:58 p.m.
it's calling me

mar 30, 2004 - 12:27 p.m.
open your eyes

mar 26, 2004 - 11:31 p.m.
i am here because there is something more i need to discover

mar 25, 2004 - 9:59 a.m.
suspense

mar 09, 2004 - 8:49 a.m.
feeling is a drug i've yet to be addicted to

mar 02, 2004 - 12:47 a.m.
clarity

feb 29, 2004 - 9:47 a.m.
i am my own person

feb 26, 2004 - 9:32 a.m.
watching water

feb 22, 2004 - 11:31 p.m.
23:33

feb 18, 2004 - 3:23 p.m.
coming of age

feb 15, 2004 - 12:33 p.m.
welcome to my world

Feb. 14, 2004 - 11:23 a.m.
and the sales go higher

feb 12, 2004 - 1:55 p.m.
color in the gray

jan 29, 2004 - 9:34 a.m.
ambiguous

jan 25, 2004 - 12:16 a.m.
obviously

jan 24, 2004 - 11:18 a.m.
i sigh because i am tired

jan 16, 2004 - 11:47 p.m.
moving beyond this

jan 16, 2004 - 10:02 a.m.
and we have masses of them

jan 15, 2004 - 2:19 p.m.
for myself or others

jan 10, 2004 - 10:31 a.m.
i miss 2 years ago

jan 06, 2004 - 12:16 p.m.
growth

jan 02, 2004 - 10:30 a.m.
i don't want to forget

dec 27, 2003 - 9:24 a.m.
a defective condition

dec 20, 2003 - 10:55 p.m.
empowering yet isolating

dec 13, 2003 - 11:11 p.m.
druuuunk

dec 11, 2003 - 9:55 a.m.
-

dec 10, 2003 - 10:42 p.m.
i can't please the world

dec 09, 2003 - 9:46 a.m.
containment

dec 06, 2003 - 8:29 a.m.
insignificant

dec 05, 2003 - 9:09 a.m.
not well

dec 05, 2003 - 8:23 a.m.
i know too much

dec 02, 2003 - 8:31 a.m.
barefoot and broken

dec 01, 2003 - 1:01 p.m.
at least it's raining outside

nov 28, 2003 - 1:39 p.m.
burden

nov 27, 2003 - 9:04 p.m.
and a happy new year

nov 25, 2003 - 9:54 a.m.
edit

nov 24, 2003 - 11:42 p.m.
a tear-stained smile

nov 23, 2003 - 6:33 p.m.
dreaming of sleep

nov 22, 2003 - 8:43 a.m.
a look into the past

nov 13, 2003 - 10:29 a.m.
turning point, they say

nov 06, 2003 - 11:27 a.m.
it goes on

nov 04, 2003 - 3:18 p.m.
i'm just in between

oct 28, 2003 - 10:23 a.m.
coffee to go

oct 23, 2003 - 7:41 p.m.
not much

oct 21, 2003 - 10:41 a.m.
change yourself

oct 17, 2003 - 10:56 p.m.
written over a year ago

oct 17, 2003 - 7:19 a.m.
the sun is gone for now

oct 14, 2003 - 8:50 a.m.
one day this will all go away

oct 12, 2003 - 10:31 p.m.
damaged

oct 11, 2003 - 10:34 a.m.
letting go of you

oct 07, 2003 - 2:59 p.m.
a journey in the dark

oct 07, 2003 - 9:29 a.m.
you figure it out

sept 30, 2003 - 9:34 a.m.
cravings

sept 30, 2003 - 9:07 a.m.
fire and brimstone

sept 28, 2003 - 4:51 p.m.
i proved you all wrong

sept 26, 2003 - 9:13 a.m.
and you thought this would make sense

sept 24, 2003 - 7:13 a.m.
letting go of myself

sept 20, 2003 - 9:14 a.m.
crying with a smile

sept 20, 2003 - 12:18 a.m.
etched in my mynd

sept 18, 2003 - 3:30 p.m.
words

sept 16, 2003 - 10:39 a.m.
struggle to leave this

sept 15, 2003 - 5:51 p.m.
excuses are like armpits; they stink

sept 12, 2003 - 9:58 p.m.
cleaning the mess in my closet

sept 09, 2003 - 1:55 p.m.
there is never enough time in the day

sept 06, 2003 - 5:26 p.m.
a windy night

aug 31, 2003 - 1:08 p.m.
a color-meshed reality

aug 29, 2003 - 8:48 a.m.
walls

aug 26, 2003 - 6:00 p.m.
monkey madness

aug 23, 2003 - 10:25 a.m.
a reoccurring fact

aug 15, 2003 - 8:02 a.m.
we have the power to kill the lies [of our minds]

aug 12, 2003 - 4:22 p.m.
a toenail ego

aug 11, 2003 - 6:09 p.m.
balance

aug 08, 2003 - 4:20 p.m.
independence

aug 03, 2003 - 9:30 a.m.
reconnection

aug 01, 2003 - 9:38 p.m.
tHeRe

jul 31, 2003 - 8:10 p.m.
you must perceive, he says

jul 31, 2003 - 9:37 a.m.
overdose

jul 30, 2003 - 5:15 p.m.
beauty in sorrow

jul 25, 2003 - 11:32 a.m.
solid

jul 25, 2003 - 8:11 a.m.
waking moments

jul 23, 2003 - 5:06 p.m.
life

jul 19, 2003 - 3:46 p.m.
i4u, he says

jul 18, 2003 - 9:24 a.m.
it's all perception

jul 14, 2003 - 4:54 p.m.
who's with me?

jul 08, 2003 - 6:38 p.m.
there is more to me than... t h i s

jul 07, 2003 - 8:43 p.m.
maybe

jul 07, 2003 - 8:38 p.m.
hurt

jul 06, 2003 - 10:43 p.m.
not well

jul 04, 2003 - 12:49 p.m.
suffering ends with acceptance

jul 03, 2003 - 2:35 p.m.
500th entry: empty

jul 01, 2003 - 4:00 p.m.
i am frozen

jun 28, 2003 - 12:49 p.m.
a free prison

jun 27, 2003 - 12:14 p.m.
thoughts expressed

jun 26, 2003 - 5:27 p.m.
this never ends

jun 24, 2003 - 7:51 p.m.
i don't know why

jun 23, 2003 - 9:41 p.m.
repetitive

jun 21, 2003 - 11:10 a.m.
& she knew this long ago

jun 19, 2003 - 2:44 p.m.
enough

jun 17, 2003 - 5:05 p.m.
a lie

jun 16, 2003 - 8:48 p.m.
if it consoles you any

jun 14, 2003 - 12:03 p.m.
a story about a girl

jun 13, 2003 - 6:07 p.m.
carefree memory

jun 12, 2003 - 5:23 p.m.
a peaceful moment

jun 08, 2003 - 5:38 p.m.
insignificant

jun 07, 2003 - 7:30 p.m.
it's all crushing me

jun 05, 2003 - 8:11 p.m.
immune

jun 01, 2003 - 8:03 a.m.
nothing at all

may 23, 2003 - 4:25 p.m.
shades consuming

may 16, 2003 - 10:32 a.m.
brain washed

may 13, 2003 - 8:36 p.m.
we are

may 11, 2003 - 5:18 p.m.
it was a dark world

May. 10, 2003 - 7:14 p.m.
starbucks

may 01, 2003 - 10:28 p.m.
impeding emotions

apr 28, 2003 - 8:47 a.m.
inadequate coping mechanisms

Apr. 22, 2003 - 6:10 p.m.
nothing is all we'll ever have

apr 22, 2003 - 4:59 p.m.
consumption by necessity

apr 21, 2003 - 5:11 p.m.
ugly shell

apr 14, 2003 - 6:12 p.m.
we are selfish beings.

apr 13, 2003 - 5:51 p.m.
coming down (when i was up)

apr 09, 2003 - 5:28 p.m.
nothing could fix . . this . .

apr 07, 2003 - 8:46 p.m.
save me

apr 07, 2003 - 11:10 a.m.
i'm up in the clouds and i can't get down

apr 03, 2003 - 5:46 p.m.
and you know we don't give a fuck cuz it's your birthday

apr 02, 2003 - 8:11 p.m.
complex

mar 21, 2003 - 7:57 p.m.
an elevated moment

mar 19, 2003 - 7:40 a.m.
non-ending

mar 12, 2003 - 8:41 a.m.
the usual

mar 08, 2003 - 11:42 a.m.
deaf&away

mar 07, 2003 - 5:45 p.m.
a secret society

mar 02, 2003 - 4:19 p.m.
[an attemt to be] worry free

mar 02, 2003 - 9:58 a.m.
walking away

mar 01, 2003 - 9:08 p.m.
life is a crazy thing

feb 25, 2003 - 9:07 p.m.
a selfish moment

feb 25, 2003 - 8:10 p.m.
not quite me

feb 20, 2003 - 8:34 p.m.
my unending dillema

feb 18, 2003 - 9:55 p.m.
we're all stuck in a box no one can penetrate

feb 17, 2003 - 3:59 a.m.
on everything

feb 12, 2003 - 6:15 p.m.
jumping away from my problems

feb 10, 2003 - 7:51 p.m.
19th birthday

feb 08, 2003 - 9:21 a.m.
a damn shame

feb 04, 2003 - 4:39 p.m.
indiscreet

jan 18, 2003 - 6:46 p.m.
unique

jan 08, 2003 - 10:01 a.m.
going back

jan 05, 2003 - 11:04 a.m.
burden or blessing

jan 04, 2003 - 5:23 p.m.
all the pieces don't fit, but i really couldn't give a shit

jan 03, 2003 - 7:55 p.m.
and.then.nothing

jan 03, 2003 - 7:35 p.m.
held by a persistent thread

jan 02, 2003 - 11:42 p.m.
sucks to be me

jan 02, 2003 - 11:46 a.m.
on him

dec 31, 2002 - 12:23 p.m.
every night

dec 27, 2002 - 11:08 p.m.
18+

dec 26, 2002 - 1:59 p.m.
distractions

dec 24, 2002 - 11:43 p.m.
cue background clapping/cheering

dec 03, 2002 - 4:46 p.m.
voice of a corrupted youth

oct 22, 2002 - 9:41 a.m.
and little planes fly past...

oct 19, 2002 - 1:59 p.m.
nothing

oct 03, 2002 - 8:15 a.m.
recycled information

oct 02, 2002 - 11:18 p.m.
?

sept 26, 2002 - 11:24 p.m.
wannabe

sept 25, 2002 - 11:19 p.m.
the reality of it

sept 25, 2002 - 6:07 a.m.
emotion

sept 21, 2002 - 10:07 a.m.
a casual relationship

sept 18, 2002 - 11:35 p.m.
a lesson in behavior

sept 16, 2002 - 9:56 p.m.
memories linger

sept 16, 2002 - 7:45 a.m.
(...)

sept 15, 2002 - 1:57 p.m.
seems like so long ago

sept 14, 2002 - 7:49 a.m.
emptiness, abandonment

sept 12, 2002 - 7:47 a.m.
public education

sept 11, 2002 - 11:15 p.m.
i rather like it

sept 10, 2002 - 10:35 p.m.
just a memory

sept 09, 2002 - 10:52 p.m.
the gray

sept 05, 2002 - 9:37 p.m.
happy ending

sept 04, 2002 - 11:11 p.m.
empty words

sept 03, 2002 - 6:56 a.m.
non-enjoyable

sept 02, 2002 - 8:35 p.m.
in dire need of improvement

sept 01, 2002 - 8:26 a.m.
cheats

aug 31, 2002 - 9:24 p.m.
blank and empty

aug 28, 2002 - 9:38 p.m.
everyday trauma

aug 27, 2002 - 9:41 p.m.
"a suicide note"

aug 26, 2002 - 9:09 p.m.
an end

aug 25, 2002 - 9:48 p.m.
tip of the day

aug 25, 2002 - 9:36 p.m.
school tomorrow

aug 23, 2002 - 8:53 a.m.
still

aug 19, 2002 - 4:00 p.m.
a moment of ignorant bliss

aug 18, 2002 - 8:26 a.m.
uncertain and lost

aug 13, 2002 - 11:35 p.m.
once upon a time

aug 12, 2002 - 11:15 p.m.
suffocating

aug 10, 2002 - 12:44 p.m.
the green stuff

aug 09, 2002 - 7:33 a.m.
the beauty of contradiction

aug 08, 2002 - 9:40 a.m.
i guess i'm an old timer now

aug 07, 2002 - 11:16 p.m.
again and again

aug 07, 2002 - 7:50 a.m.
sighs

aug 06, 2002 - 11:02 p.m.
my little black pen

aug 06, 2002 - 7:47 a.m.
i am greatly vexed

aug 05, 2002 - 9:18 a.m.
it's ok, though

aug 04, 2002 - 10:43 p.m.
i'm trying

aug 03, 2002 - 4:03 p.m.
walking genetic disasters

aug 01, 2002 - 7:07 a.m.
hum dee dum...

jul 29, 2002 - 9:11 p.m.
i'll be 30 before i drive by myself

jul 28, 2002 - 4:43 p.m.
hopeless reality

jul 25, 2002 - 11:52 p.m.
a cross walk

jul 25, 2002 - 7:32 a.m.
sorry, little diary

jul 23, 2002 - 10:46 p.m.
it's hard to care anymore

jul 21, 2002 - 2:17 p.m.
a silly thing to do

jul 18, 2002 - 3:00 p.m.
just let it be

jul 17, 2002 - 10:28 p.m.
only a fantasy

jul 15, 2002 - 9:56 a.m.
i miss what we thought we were

jul 13, 2002 - 9:07 p.m.
growing

jul 11, 2002 - 10:40 p.m.
they never went away!

jul 10, 2002 - 8:29 p.m.
the four letter word [name]

jul 10, 2002 - 9:47 a.m.
please lift this burden from my mind

jul 09, 2002 - 9:20 p.m.
memories

jul 08, 2002 - 8:34 a.m.
damn human race

jul 05, 2002 - 9:50 p.m.
make it stop, please

jul 05, 2002 - 6:32 p.m.
i won't change

jul 03, 2002 - 10:21 p.m.
munchies

jul 02, 2002 - 11:12 p.m.
a mistake

jul 01, 2002 - 9:51 p.m.
white smoke

jun 30, 2002 - 9:55 p.m.
exhaling the ugliness inside

jun 29, 2002 - 11:51 p.m.
i know more than you think

Jun. 29, 2002 - 9:36 a.m.
your light consumes me

jun 28, 2002 - 10:39 a.m.
dreams fade

jun 27, 2002 - 7:41 a.m.
rancid food

jun 25, 2002 - 11:34 p.m.
dreams in grayscale

jun 23, 2002 - 11:03 p.m.
what are you thinking?

jun 21, 2002 - 12:00 a.m.
the day she truly left herself

jun 20, 2002 - 9:33 a.m.
same scenario

jun 19, 2002 - 2:56 p.m.
february

jun 18, 2002 - 11:48 p.m.
a suicide note

jun 17, 2002 - 9:43 p.m.
i'm ready for this to end

jun 16, 2002 - 10:48 p.m.
we'll die one day

jun 16, 2002 - 11:30 a.m.
euphoria of thought

jun 15, 2002 - 11:21 p.m.
make it go away

jun 14, 2002 - 2:44 p.m.
_______

jun 14, 2002 - 7:34 a.m.
it's not so wrong

jun 12, 2002 - 10:06 p.m.
holding myself tight

jun 12, 2002 - 7:05 a.m.
nuetral

jun 10, 2002 - 8:17 a.m.
an idea

jun 10, 2002 - 12:09 a.m.
away from human eyes

jun 08 2002 - 7:29 a.m.
words maintained

jun 06, 2002 - 10:53 p.m.
jaded

jun 06 2002 - 9:01 p.m.
nothing stays solid

jun 05, 2002 - 8:24 a.m.
morning's wake

jun 04, 2002 - 7:57 a.m.
plastic reactions

jun 02, 2002 - 10:04 a.m.
it's hard for the mind to process

may 31, 2002 - 10:40 p.m.
needed: isolation

may 31, 2002 - 10:06 a.m.
pissed

may 30, 2002 - 9:00 p.m.
thoughts wander..

may 30, 2002 - 2:15 p.m.
vanishing lights

may 30, 2002 - 8:10 a.m.
waking hours

may 27, 2002 - 1:20 p.m.
she closed her eyes

may 25, 2002 - 9:16 p.m.
lemons and emails

may 25, 2002 - 8:30 a.m.
so long ago..

may 24, 2002 - 10:10 p.m.
my dearest friend

may 23, 2002 - 7:17 p.m.
new thoughts

may 21, 2002 - 10:06 p.m.
control

may 21, 2002 - 9:56 a.m.
insanity

may 17, 2002 - 8:33 p.m.
karina

may 17, 2002 - 6:30 p.m.
blah

may 16, 2002 - 1:50 p.m.
deep black ocean

may 14, 2002 - 10:29 p.m.
oh, i see

may 14, 2002 - 8:05 a.m.
-----

may 12, 2002 - 6:39 p.m.
party

may 10, 2002 - 10:45 p.m.
a scene

may 09, 2002 - 8:01 p.m.
8pm

may 09, 2002 - 7:45 a.m.
waking

may 07, 2002 - 8:33 p.m.
the chain of insecurity

may 06, 2002 - 8:39 p.m.
a light and then nothing

may 05, 2002 - 3:06 p.m.
my little motivation

may 04, 2002 - 2:25 p.m.
frostopia

may 04, 2002 - 8:44 a.m.
pink flowers

may 04, 2002 - 7:10 a.m.
mood change

may 02, 2002 - 2:20 p.m.
one step closer

may 02, 2002 - 8:25 a.m.
profile

may 01, 2002 - 8:48 p.m.
over power

may 01, 2002 - 5:36 p.m.
down

apr 29, 2002 - 10:37 p.m.
ugly

apr 28, 2002 - 8:10 p.m.
elevated depression

apr 27, 2002 - 12:49 p.m.
jumper

apr 25, 2002 - 6:09 a.m.
my way

apr 24, 2002 - 10:34 p.m.
reflection of yourself

apr 24, 2002 - 7:31 a.m.
all she ever knew

apr 23, 2002 - 9:37 p.m.
change is not easy

apr 22, 2002 - 9:52 p.m.
a monotone life

apr 20, 2002 - 7:48 p.m.
i can't take it back..

apr 19, 2002 - 8:16 p.m.
tears and feelings

apr 19, 2002 - 4:11 p.m.
p a i n .... again

apr 18, 2002 - 1:00 p.m.
(what you do not realize)

apr 17, 2002 - 10:36 p.m.
living robots

apr 16, 2002 - 9:38 p.m.
my secret

apr 16, 2002 - 2:10 p.m.
something i could never have...

apr 15, 2002 - 7:15 a.m.
pretty

apr 14, 2002 - 3:19 p.m.
suppression

apr 11, 2002 - 6:43 p.m.
private

apr 11, 2002 - 9:00 a.m.
thoughts of you

apr 10, 2002 - 8:28 p.m.
my diary

apr 10, 2002 - 6:51 p.m.
eye opener

apr 09, 2002 - 1:47 p.m.
- - -

apr 07, 2002 - 9:28 a.m.
revelation

apr 06, 2002 - 8:43 a.m.
a tragedy

apr 04, 2002 - 11:18 a.m.
die, ant scum

apr 03, 2002 - 6:46 a.m.
prophecy, perhaps

apr 02, 2002 - 5:53 p.m.
red

mar 30, 2002 - 10:59 a.m.
waiting for that darkness to consume you

mar 29, 2002 - 5:51 p.m.
weak

mar 28, 2002 - 9:58 a.m.
false impressions

mar 27, 2002 - 11:42 a.m.
my room

mar 26, 2002 - 11:45 p.m.
for a moment, i'm living

mar 26, 2002 - 10:20 p.m.
introverted

mar 25, 2002 - 9:03 p.m.
dying

mar 23, 2002 - 5:19 p.m.
i'm sorry

mar 22, 2002 - 5:44 a.m.
setting yet faded

mar 21, 2002 - 10:24 p.m.
help

mar 21, 2002 - 12:02 p.m.
murmurs in the dark

mar 21, 2002 - 9:19 a.m.
deceased

mar 20, 2002 - 10:13 p.m.
attached

mar 20, 2002 - 8:14 p.m.
this need to know...

mar 20, 2002 - 4:09 p.m.
letter VII

mar 19, 2002 - 7:56 p.m.
weary

mar 17, 2002 - 9:54 p.m.
disappearing in rainy mists

mar 15, 2002 - 3:43 p.m.
anticipation

mar 14, 2002 - 7:43 a.m.
nothingness

mar 12, 2002 - 9:43 p.m.
i know it

mar 11, 2002 - 8:08 a.m.
too far

mar 11, 2002 - 7:29 a.m.
10th

mar 10, 2002 - 7:00 a.m.
9th

mar 08, 2002 - 11:06 p.m.
endless cycle

mar 07, 2002 - 1:13 p.m.
letter VI

mar 06, 2002 - 10:52 p.m.
it's sad how it works out

mar 06, 2002 - 4:41 p.m.
true

mar 06, 2002 - 6:55 a.m.
getting past this

mar 05, 2002 - 2:19 p.m.
existing

mar 03, 2002 - 8:55 p.m.
always gray

mar 02, 2002 - 12:39 a.m.
single

mar 01, 2002 - 4:46 p.m.
loss of distinction

mar 01, 2002 - 8:27 a.m.
a new day

feb 28, 2002 - 7:16 p.m.
i need...

feb 28, 2002 - 8:18 a.m.
rain

feb 27, 2002 - 8:30 p.m.
out of my system

feb 27, 2002 - 6:11 a.m.
more drama

feb 26, 2002 - 6:32 p.m.
shhh! i'm mental. tell no one...

feb 26, 2002 - 6:10 a.m.
changing events

feb 25, 2002 - 6:42 a.m.
what kills you

feb 24, 2002 - 12:07 a.m.
the madness

feb 21, 2002 - 8:23 a.m.
and we were done

feb 18, 2002 - 9:45 p.m.
time

feb 18, 2002 - 3:28 a.m.
insane neglection

feb 17, 2002 - 8:16 p.m.
shattered thoughts

feb 17, 2002 - 12:40 p.m.
sickness

feb 16, 2002 - 8:10 a.m.
death

feb 14, 2002 - 12:29 p.m.
suicide

feb 11, 2002 - 3:51 p.m.
sunday

feb 10, 2002 - 8:05 a.m.
18th birthday

feb 09, 2002 - 11:01 a.m.
a-secret

feb 07, 2002 - 1:00 p.m.
blind to illusion

feb 07, 2002 - 10:46 a.m.
love is too difficult

feb 06, 2002 - 10:06 p.m.
inside

feb 05, 2002 - 10:45 p.m.
us

feb 03, 2002 - 11:56 p.m.
thoughts in my head

feb 03, 2002 - 8:04 a.m.
i've felt this before

feb 02, 2002 - 9:09 p.m.
alcohol

feb 01, 2002 - 11:14 p.m.
what i see

jan 31, 2002 - 6:58 a.m.
my dreams are too real

jan 30, 2002 - 5:12 a.m.
sleep deprived no more

jan 28, 2002 - 3:50 p.m.
conflicting words

jan 24, 2002 - 10:50 p.m.
done

jan 23, 2002 - 9:55 p.m.
a breath and then truth

jan 22, 2002 - 8:14 p.m.
the journey towards release

jan 21, 2002 - 11:03 p.m.
gone

jan 21, 2002 - 1:35 p.m.
your answer

jan 20, 2002 - 9:59 p.m.
masochistic by nature

jan 20, 2002 - 12:02 a.m.
unusual feeling

jan 18, 2002 - 7:50 a.m.
confusion

jan 14, 2002 - 7:28 a.m.
nothing is real

jan 12, 2002 - 9:58 p.m.
cold night

jan 12, 2002 - 7:57 a.m.
i am yoshi

jan 11, 2002 - 12:05 p.m.
different frame of mind

jan 11, 2002 - 7:19 a.m.
feelings dissipated

jan 10, 2002 - 10:50 p.m.
i can't express..

jan 10, 2002 - 11:16 a.m.
downward spiral

jan 10, 2002 - 7:30 a.m.
overload

jan 09, 2002 - 4:33 p.m.
the end

jan 09, 2002 - 8:32 a.m.
rock bottom

jan 08, 2002 - 10:05 p.m.
incessant rant

jan 07, 2002 - 12:36 p.m.
empty acceptance

jan 06, 2002 - 11:15 p.m.
present feeling

jan 06, 2002 - 6:16 p.m.
.

jan 06, 2002 - 10:02 a.m.
i will learn from my mistakes

jan 05, 2002 - 11:39 p.m.
trust

jan 04, 2002 - 8:17 a.m.
i know i am intelligent because i know nothing

jan 03, 2002 - 10:16 p.m.
broken

jan 03, 2002 - 8:01 a.m.
set in stone

jan 02, 2002 - 12:24 p.m.
i was mentioned

jan 01, 2002 - 10:02 a.m.
new years

dec 31, 2001 - 6:39 p.m.
new years eve II

dec 31, 2001 - 12:34 a.m.
contrasting feelings

dec 30, 2001 - 8:48 a.m.
schizophrenia is not good

dec 29, 2001 - 8:17 a.m.
coping

dec 27, 2001 - 11:02 a.m.
the same

dec 24, 2001 - 8:00 p.m.
merry christmas II

dec 20, 2001 - 11:45 a.m.
tears

dec 19, 2001 - 7:20 a.m.
erased

dec 18, 2001 - 3:40 p.m.
to there, i go...

dec 17, 2001 - 10:15 p.m.
something

dec 16, 2001 - 8:15 p.m.
one year has passed

dec 16, 2001 - 7:46 a.m.
finality

dec 15, 2001 - 8:06 a.m.
i wonder...

dec 13, 2001 - 5:05 p.m.
rage

dec 12, 2001 - 9:59 p.m.
change of scenery

dec 08, 2001 - 12:23 p.m.
complex emotions

dec 06, 2001 - 8:19 p.m.
darkest corner of my mind

dec 06, 2001 - 9:08 a.m.
transpiring events

dec 04, 2001 - 1:03 p.m.
the dream

dec 03, 2001 - 5:45 a.m.
do it

dec 01, 2001 - 8:39 a.m.
the empty image

nov 29, 2001 - 7:03 a.m.
drowning

nov 28, 2001 - 7:43 p.m.
i will now bore you with school talk

nov 27, 2001 - 6:16 p.m.
once upon a time

nov 26, 2001 - 6:48 p.m.
dreaming

nov 26, 2001 - 2:41 p.m.
it's not happening

nov 25, 2001 - 9:01 a.m.
letter V

nov 24, 2001 - 8:04 a.m.
dumb

nov 23, 2001 - 8:00 a.m.
definition

nov 19, 2001 - 4:18 p.m.
accepted fate

nov 18, 2001 - 4:00 p.m.
flawed

nov 17, 2001 - 9:27 p.m.
how i feel right now

nov 15, 2001 - 6:24 p.m.
this is just a dream

nov 15, 2001 - 7:34 a.m.
the puzzle has changed

nov 13, 2001 - 2:07 p.m.
the beginning

nov 12, 2001 - 8:48 a.m.
no feeling

nov 11, 2001 - 1:36 p.m.
repetitive

nov 11, 2001 - 11:46 a.m.
tool concert

nov 10, 2001 - 9:38 a.m.
far from your eyes

nov 09, 2001 - 5:31 a.m.
coldness

nov 08, 2001 - 1:21 p.m.
music

nov 06, 2001 - 8:48 a.m.
vulnerable

nov 05, 2001 - 5:18 a.m.
i'm trying

nov 04, 2001 - 9:58 a.m.
letter IV

nov 03, 2001 - 9:29 a.m.
black oxygen

nov 01, 2001 - 7:48 a.m.
money is the root to all evil

oct 30, 2001 - 4:14 p.m.
the letter III

oct 29, 2001 - 6:14 p.m.
release

oct 25, 2001 - 5:32 p.m.
a look in the past

oct 25, 2001 - 6:48 a.m.
loss

oct 24, 2001 - 8:44 p.m.
the letter II

oct 23, 2001 - 9:25 a.m.
what is meant to be

oct 23, 2001 - 7:54 a.m.
searching for solace

oct 22, 2001 - 9:58 p.m.
night's sadness

oct 22, 2001 - 2:05 p.m.
apart

oct 20, 2001 - 3:07 p.m.
in the dark

oct 19, 2001 - 3:28 p.m.
frozen utopia

oct 18, 2001 - 3:36 p.m.
the letter

oct 18, 2001 - 11:36 a.m.
you'll never know how much...

oct 16, 2001 - 9:28 a.m.
first step to change

oct 14, 2001 - 7:20 a.m.
shocking events

oct 12, 2001 - 5:28 a.m.
.

oct 11, 2001 - 11:02 a.m.
mushroom people

oct 11, 2001 - 6:52 a.m.
ZzZ

oct 10, 2001 - 8:44 p.m.
answer

oct 10, 2001 - 8:34 p.m.
prediction realized

oct 08, 2001 - 9:17 p.m.
contained

oct 08, 2001 - 8:47 p.m.
lack of indifference

oct 07, 2001 - 1:36 p.m.
definate fact

oct 04, 2001 - 9:03 a.m.
touch/flames...pain/gone

oct 03, 2001 - 10:47 a.m.
inside my mind

oct 02, 2001 - 7:54 a.m.
inward

sep 29, 2001 - 9:10 p.m.
this is more real than you know

sep 28, 2001 - 9:48 a.m.
(...)

sep 20, 2001 - 8:15 a.m.
the images in my head

sep 19, 2001 - 8:00 p.m.
no time

sep 17, 2001 - 6:33 p.m.
i am not real

sep 17, 2001 - 6:19 p.m.
to no one

sep 17, 2001 - 8:55 a.m.
acceptance of expectation

sep 16, 2001 - 7:25 a.m.
encryption

sep 15, 2001 - 4:35 p.m.
same time and not a thing learned

sep 14, 2001 - 8:13 p.m.
deep inside

sep 13, 2001 - 7:14 p.m.
humanities shortcomings

sep 10, 2001 - 2:53 p.m.
i am categorized, yet again

sep 09, 2001 - 6:57 a.m.
the sickness

sep 06, 2001 - 11:14 a.m.
buried

sep 05, 2001 - 8:27 p.m.
patience for the real

sep 04, 2001 - 6:30 a.m.
still sleeping

sep 01, 2001 - 6:13 p.m.
self-indulgence

aug 31, 2001 - 2:47 p.m.
so here went another day

aug 29, 2001 - 6:50 p.m.
acceleration means lack of for me

aug 28, 2001 - 6:49 p.m.
life is peachy

aug 28, 2001 - 10:44 a.m.
the first of many

aug 27, 2001 - 6:20 a.m.
the rains have finally come

aug 26, 2001 - 10:51 p.m.
late night rambles

aug 23, 2001 - 8:44 p.m.
good times

aug 22, 2001 - 3:06 p.m.
i passed!

aug 19, 2001 - 10:56 p.m.
it's real, i'm free

aug 14, 2001 - 10:24 a.m.
ice queen

aug 13, 2001 - 9:42 p.m.
monday night

aug 11, 2001 - 9:17 p.m.
perception on love

aug 11, 2001 - 1:47 p.m.
hmm

aug 09, 2001 - 1:10 p.m.
ineffable

aug 08, 2001 - 8:03 a.m.
day I

aug 07, 2001 - 9:32 a.m.
test day

aug 06, 2001 - 8:45 a.m.
something is wrong

aug 03, 2001 - 12:22 p.m.
i thought

aug 01, 2001 - 9:50 p.m.
i'm back

jul 28, 2001 - 1:54 p.m.
emote

jul 27, 2001 - 6:20 a.m.
ray of sunshine

jul 23, 2001 - 5:20 p.m.
mr. fish

jul 19, 2001 - 9:48 p.m.
how it is

jul 19, 2001 - 9:58 a.m.
not enough sleep

jul 17, 2001 - 12:09 a.m.
nothing

jul 14, 2001 - 2:06 p.m.
test

jul 14, 2001 - 10:01 a.m.
blind

jul 11, 2001 - 5:42 p.m.
illness

jul 05, 2001 - 1:24 p.m.
pity me

jun 29, 2001 - 8:16 p.m.
dissection II

jun 29, 2001 - 8:06 p.m.
dissection I

jun 26, 2001 - 4:14 p.m.
a year's change

jun 22, 2001 - 11:18 a.m.
too much sunshine

jun 20, 2001 - 4:25 p.m.
hunger & stupidity

jun 20, 2001 - 8:15 a.m.
everything's deleted!

jun 18, 2001 - 9:54 a.m.
...

jun 16, 2001 - 7:41 a.m.
just woke up

jun 15, 2001 - 8:21 a.m.
too early

jun 14, 2001 - 9:30 p.m.
a walk

jun 14, 2001 - 4:26 p.m.
2 sides

jun 10, 2001 - 11:37 a.m.
change

jun 06, 2001 - 8:24 p.m.
cold

jun 03, 2001 - 9:12 a.m.
irony

may 31, 2001 - 11:53 a.m.
disturbing dream

may 30, 2001 - 6:20 p.m.
pain

may 30, 2001 - 6:44 a.m.
follow...

may 28, 2001 - 9:55 a.m.
blurred vision

may 28, 2001 - 7:58 a.m.
too busy

may 22, 2001 - 9:49 p.m.
my life

may 15, 2001 - 4:07 p.m.
normal day

may 05, 2001 - 12:11 p.m.
relaxation

apr 28, 2001 - 8:13 a.m.
get a clue...

apr 27, 2001 - 9:16 p.m.
nuetral

apr 23, 2001 - 6:56 p.m.
she left

apr 22, 2001 - 9:42 p.m.
my day

apr 22, 2001 - 11:44 a.m.
saviour

apr 20, 2001 - 9:29 p.m.
caught again

apr 20, 2001 - 6:37 p.m.
no one believes

apr 20, 2001 - 12:49 p.m.
i am NOT normal

apr 17, 2001 - 10:22 p.m.
caught

apr 14, 2001 - 11:43 a.m.
me <--- anti-social

apr 14, 2001 - 1:38 a.m.
hallucinations

apr 13, 2001 - 10:57 p.m.
break from cleaning

apr 12, 2001 - 9:42 a.m.
conversation

apr 11, 2001 - 2:11 a.m.
happy b-day

apr 10, 2001 - 7:35 a.m.
consumed

apr 05, 2001 - 2:13 p.m.
guilt

apr 01, 2001 - 4:34 p.m.
silence

mar 30, 2001 - 12:31 a.m.
insomnia

mar 29, 2001 - 8:19 a.m.
too much effort for nothing

mar 26, 2001 - 9:12 p.m.
what i am

mar 23, 2001 - 4:22 pm
i guess i'm angry

mar 20, 2001 - 9:32 pm
realization

mar 17, 2001 - 9:22am
disappearing worlds

mar 16, 2001 - 10:31pm
why?

mar 12, 2001 - 11:10pm
i need sleep!

mar 11, 2001 - 11:14am
i'm mental

mar 09, 2001 - 7:25pm
mixed feelings

mar 08, 2001 - 5:56pm
empty

mar 07, 2001 - 7:16am
clueless

mar 04, 2001 - 6:55pm
decision

mar 03, 2001 - 8:09pm
choices

feb 23, 2001 - 3:25pm
the truth

feb 23, 2001 - 07:12am
no time

feb 12, 2001 - 3:25pm
happy

jan 27, 2001 - 11:35am
self made complex

jan 26, 2001 - 6:22pm
"m" figure called

jan 21, 2001 - 3:20pm
too much analyzing

jan 18, 2001 - 2:51pm
depressed

jan 15, 2001 - 7:34am
uncertain future

jan 13, 2001 - 7:54am
peaceful dream

jan 03, 2001 - 7:23
uncontrolled emotion

dec 31, 2000 - 6:28pm
new years eve

dec 23, 2000 - 3:10pm
merry christmas

dec 16, 2000 - 10:29am
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