Alone is the most isolating feeling

I'm homesick for a home that's no longer mine. I'm homesick for parents I never had. I'm homesick for friends who know and accept me for me.

Why would I want to be in this cold place where I don't feel accepted? Where disparaging names have been thrown at me? Hate? Brutal people. Meaness.

This is not my home. I long for a home that's no longer my home.