enough

i am torn. torn by what i feel and what i don't want to feel

i feel

mistrust

& used

i feel

cynical,

abused

i feel

stupid

& confused

i feel

NOTHING [blockthehurtkillthepain]

againagainagain screaming this SHIT SHIT SHIT i feel, the shit i HATE to feel

i want to extract these emotions and fling them back to the source from which they came

away

away

i don't want us anymore.

everything is pain and hurt...

and yes, i have secrets, too. i have

anger.suspicion.distrust.pain.revenege.tears.

my insides can't take this anymore.

this

will

end