i can't express..

i'm 14 again

and i just can't handle.

i wish i was not sad.

i wish i was up in the clouds, sailing away happily with you.

i wish for that dream that never came true.

i wish for you.

this void is too much

and i just can't handle.

i'm shutting you out

and you're shutting me out, too.

you see, pain is beautiful

but i'm not

and i just can't handle.