.:frozen euphoria of nothing:.

it's not running away, it's learning to live again

shaking, sad. tears. cold, but with surprise. a short surprise is the only emotion you would give me. then indignation. flat. nothing. "good luck" and then goodbye.

he's really done i guess. and so am i. 14 years finished in a 30 second conversation. i hope i learn to cope with this better in the next life.