my intuition always knew

my heart is broken so completely. is this karma for my past misdeeds? what purpose does this pain hold?

i'm left trying to make sense of it all, trying to understand why i'm an emotional mess and you're fine, why these tears won't stop.

i feel as if this is a dream, a nightmare, and i just want to wake up. the only place i escape from this pain is my dreams and even then you're still sometimes there.