spinning

holding in air but not gasping. feeling sweet jesus sink in like a warm flow creeping through your insides. this is existence. this is wonder. this is my curiousity, sweeping through me like the feeling anticipation brings. and slowly gliding in a way that demands your eyes be closed and desire to be strong. this is anything but normal-- but i can't help but keep this secret from all of you-- i can't help but smile as my eyes lower but hiding the smile ever so conveniently left inside your head.

this is my adventure, my ride.

let's go for a spin.