written over a year ago

hello, my name is karina, and i am a fickle girl.

i like rainy days
but i dislike the mud

i'd like to think i'm as "well-grounded" as people say i am
but i acknowledge i am utterly lacking in "common sense"

i love writing
but i hate english

did i mention i'm a complete contradiction?
did i mention i'm human?

i don't want a boyfriend
but i want a boy friend

i don't want you to like me
but i want you to love me

and i'm good at avoiding problems
and i'm better at manipulation

but i'm growing, you see
please, just understand me