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oct 14, 2003 8:50 a.m.
one day this will all go away
this is me, a trivial contradiction built of denial and defense
this is me in pain, blank & in a catatonic state numbing feelings that were never there
this is me laughing, a self-induced euphoric state that, just like drugs, wear off with time
this is me, angry and cold no emotion dead
this is me, alone inside in a way that no one could understand
< frozen - melting >