latest | older | sign | notes | profile | email | host
mar 06, 2002 4:41 p.m. true empty transparency providing the sadist masochism we all love ignorant thinking blocks smiles and laughter as does my own self-corrupted thoughts this hell i've made is my haven my sanctuary from the unknown happiness i might acquire you see pain is predictable but joy is not change is the equivalent to a deceiving euphoria in my head i'm comfortable with my tears i'm fine with my pain i've accepted this emptiness this emptiness that lingers within because the emptiness fills what the happiness cannot it is the only feeling that is not false to me |