existing

it's good. yeah, it really is.

scary. yes, it is. why? i'm like that.

i'm caught between what i want and what you need.

confusion.

i...

hey, this is me.

i'm not even...

cool. this is cool.

i miss...

yeah, i miss you.

so many choices, decisions. life is so complicated. emotions make it more so. time contributes. reactions continue the cycle. memories make it live on.

hurry.

such a rush with what seems like so much time. a grain of salt. a star in the sky. and then gone. oblivious.

yes.

fuck.

i love you.

watch it fall.