shattered thoughts

i care about you

and this is how you show it?!

lalala (hangs up)

fuck you, too

i'm the best mother you ever had

the worst one i never had. bitch

you're enchanting

please, don't leave me... why did you do that...?

sniffs, blows nose

damn the sickness

i shouldn't eat that...

i ate it and i feel guilty

practice makes perfect

shut up, you're just better at it than me

once upon a time, there was a girl, and this girl was flawed, and you pointed it out all the time

die. you did. i'm sorry

one day we will all be together

you promised...

run

i couldn't!

confusion

i'm still smiling...

god is good, god is great, i thank you for this food, amen

who is god? why am i here? i hate mashed potatoes...

red and blue lights

here comes trouble

you weren't supposed to see that

i didn't see anything

it feels so good...

don't stop

when will this end?

almost done

you will never be anything

and i'm not

fuck this bullshit

1, 5, 7 more pills...

pain, pain, pain

cries. can't take the pain

he's gone

i'm gone

look white

fuck you. i can't change what i am

you're special

i'm not

you're the only one

skeptical, liar

take this, you'll like it

i'll like being taken advantage of?

you're pretty

pretty ugly

be proud of what you are

i'm proud of what i'm not

i want you to leave

no one wants me. i'm gone

you will prevail

i'm sinking even further

you're a bright girl

then why am i so dark on the inside?

such a good kid

just one more hit...

i love you

i love you too

sucks to be you

sucks to be me