different frame of mind

ok, back to reality. for a time anyway.

like i've said before, everyone needs a little depression now and then.

in all actuality it's good for me. you never truly appreciate the beauty in your life or yourself until you experience some lows in life.

i guess it takes a lot of lows in life for me to appreciate it all.

i feel fortunate almost. i may not have an equal balance between depression and happiness, but i'm aware of its existence. this enables me to not go over the edge. i always know it will end eventually. perhaps not in the long run, but within the time frame i'm currently living in, there will be an end.

you see, i've really had a lousy week. perhaps this is an understatement.

the only one who knows the real story is her. she helped me more than she probably knows.

sometimes what people really need is to just let it all out and have someone listen.

bottom line:

i'm learning to trust again.