accepted fate

Sometimes when I fall

deep into thought

tranquility takes my mind.

I am lost within

my corrupted peace

and chaos is all I know.

Don't take away these bonds

which hold me.

Don't try and free me

from this pain.

I want this oblivion.

I crave its emptiness

and I am too far gone

to be saved

from that which cannot

sustain me anymore.

I've grown dependant

on isolation

and reality is the only drug

I need.

Nevermore can I pitied.

I've chosen my fate

and death is the only word

my soul will hear from you.

-End

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i wrote this poem earlier this year.

unfortunately, these words still hold true.