acceptance of expectation

i don't feel right.

i know this sounds so unreal but i seriously think something is going to happen to me.

i find myself tying up loose ends and preparing for... something.

i don't know what i'm trying to say. i don't feel right inside. something is going to happen.

i can't convey the intensity of what i feel. even if i speak it in words it's only a fraction of what i'm trying to express.

no one can understand what i'm feeling right now. i don't even want to talk about it to anyone. they'd just try to convince me otherwise or something.

i know, though.

i do.