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may 31, 2001 11:53 a.m.

disturbing dream

lately i have been having a reocurring dream about my mother. i don't know what this means. i have been known to have premonitional dreams in the past, though rare. it's also disturbing. the one place i should find sanctuary from reality and she keeps popping up.

maybe it has to do with the fact that mother's day passed and i feel as if i don't have a mother. or the fact that she doesn't think enough of me to even give an address as to her whereabouts.

or perhaps it's because today is her birthday and this is just a sick joke my subconscious wanted to play on me to make sure i remembered that.

well, you see, i find it very funny.

don't mind the tears.

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