happy b-day

i just keep on surprising myself, don't i?

but i'm not surprised. just disappointed again.

whoo...

happily sad. what a combination. oh, and don't forget to mix in some rebellious fun into the mix. stir it all together and what do you get?

a big pile of shit which you regret but have to have.

i feel so special.

i've been on the phone for an hour waiting for someone to say hello on the other line but i guess i took too long. i think they're sleeping.

zZz...

i should too.

happy birthday jordan.